so, no aeon...

i got a letter in the mail today, looked pretty much like the letter from NOVA; thank you very much, unfortunately, etc etc. Hmph. i was so sure. i was SO sure i had it. my lesson plan went so well, i wished i'd been able to videotape myself, i was so good. where did i mess up? what did i say? what did i do? am i one of those losers on the reject episodes of american idol, thinking i'm singing like a diva but sounding and looking BooBoo the Fool?