romare bearden, btw-->i went through a blue 6 month or so period. i was just in the world of hater-ation, annoyed with everything and everybody, feeling underrepresented, unappreciated, undervalued, by everyone, and i mean everyone: people in korea, people back home, people ive met/connected with anywhere ive ever been in my life. i withdrew from friends feeling like i had nothing or no one and everything in life was lame. but then i got re-medicated, got better. even nicer is when i find things like this, and i get over myself, knowing that even when i go through periods of self flagellating and questioning my work/worth: good things do happen, people connect, friendships are made, love is found, and a little teeny tiny bit of all of it is b/c of me and i need to quit whining already.